Almost the last day of holiday with grandparents in Czech Republic and going back home. And little Canito is 9 months old! Every month I say the same thing and this time it is not going to be different – I cannot believe it, time simply flies. However, this month has been different for me, for us. Our little monkey has started to do lot of new things, move much more and I have to get ready to work. Sadly. I am struggling a lot with this idea, with this fact. We are flying tomorrow back home and this is in my head as a big ghost. I am trying to take it from positive side, but… There is huge but for me. I have became mum and it is my “lovely job” now. I have done my career, I have reached a lot already and now I have the most important “job”. I am sure that almost every new mum has to struggle with that and I am wondering how did they do it?! How did they leave such a small baby?! 🙂 I am not going to pretend to be all “cool” about it. I am truly not and I am really sad. I have just seen him starting to crawl backwards, we have to do excercises as he needs to improve some movements as a premature baby, he is trying to repeat first words and he is “talking” more and more… During our holiday surprise has appeared! 🙂 Two teeth are smiling to us! Two little ones has made him so grumpy 😀 Little Canito has started as well eat more! Different textures and new tastes will appear in blog soon 🙂
This month we have improved sleeping. We are still waking up around 5 AM, however after his first bottle of the day, he falls asleep again. And our naps during the day? I have to say it is improved – a lot! I am so proud of him, it has taken us a while. But we have nice regime of naps – one (sometimes two) in the morning and then after lunch, more or less around an hour. Sometimes even longer. We are now moving as well a bit bed time, however it seems it will take a while as little Canito still needs to sleep a lot.
And now, suddenly, my time to go back to work. Our aupair is arriving this week from Mexico, so hopefully everything will go well… I am full emotions! Guilt, fear, and feeling overwhelmed… But happy that our little one is healthy and happy baby! So I can call myself coctail of emotions right now 🙂
Good night to everyone!
Vero & big boy Canito