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    • Little Columbus is turning {10 months} ❤️

      Posted at 3:01 pm by Canito's fusion
      Aug 24th

      This month was month full of changes. Little Canito is turning 10 months and again – time is flying incredibly fast ☺️ I have started to work again and that was the biggest change for me. So I am getting familiar with new role “working mum”. I have been back at work almost for a month. Working 4 – day week, so I can have slightly longer weekend and stay with him a bit more. However, it is still a bit difficult for me… I mean, at work everything goes smoothly, it is fine to be distracted and I am really busy, so I do not have time to think much. Which is always good. But then, on my way home while taking the train, my brain is spinning. Our little monkey has great time with our aupair, he is happy. Do not get me wrong, I am happy as well and relieved that he is not struggling without me anymore, but at the same time I am so sad and emotional and think: “What I am doing at work? He is still so little. I am missing all his great steps and achievements. Am I going to be stranger for him if he is more with our aupair than me?” Many silly questions have appeared in my head. And this is probably the most difficult thing for me. To accept, that I am not around and see all his “growing” steps, that someone else who does not care that much about it as me, sees that.

      Not only, that I am now “working mum”, but we reached another big changes – little Canito has hit his crawling milestone and he is just everywhere. I enjoy it so much… ❤️It is amazing to see him exploring the world. Not only we have reached crawling milestone, he knows how to sit and just yesterday he figured out that he has legs and he can be standing on them, holding couch and trying to reach daddy’s X-Box controller as his toys are simply boring 🙈😂

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      Other new experience, however less happy, happened during this month. Our little monkey got sick. Suddenly, high fevers appeared and we did not know why. No caught, no runny nose, simply no signs of being sick, just did not want to eat or drink. At the end we ended up in GP, being checked and left with recommendation to give him Nurofen, however it did not work and his fevers continued. And nightmare probably for all parents, we ended up in A&E for couple of hours and did not know what to do with his fever… As happy end, we left with antibiotics and ear infection. His first time being sick ☺️ and hopefully well recovered. He is eating again well now and even more than before, as he is so active. I have added new tastes and texture to his daily menus (I really love cook for him), so have a look ☺️

      • 1st day

        • Breakfast – Bottle of milk
        • Morning snack – Fruit pudding from milk for infants with added fruit (apples, pears, bananas… whatever the little one likes)
        • Lunch – Spaghetti with tomato – carrot sauce
        • Afternoon snack – Vanilla yogurt
        • Dinner – Instant rice – milk – fruit porridge
        • Night – Sleeping over night 🙂 
      • 2nd day

        • Breakfast – Bottle of milk
        • Morning snack – Fruit porridge with pieces of fruit (apples, pears, bananas… whatever the little one likes)
        • Lunch – Chicken risotto with vegetables
        • Afternoon snack – piece of bread with butter and fruit
        • Dinner – Instant banana porridge with bottle of milk
      • 3rd day

        • Breakfast – Bottle of milk
        • Morning snack – Fruit yogurt with biscuits
        • Lunch – Vegetable creamy soup
        • Afternoon snack – Banana yogurt with pieces of fruit
        • Dinner – Rice porridge with pieces of fruit
      • 4th day

        • Breakfast – Bottle of milk
        • Morning snack – Cornflakes with milk for infants mixed with pieces of banana
        • Lunch – Potato mash with chicken / ham and broccoli
        • Afternoon snack – Grated carrot with apple
        • Dinner – Rice porridge with fruit
      • 5th day

        • Breakfast – Bottle of milk
        • Morning snack – Fruit porridge with biscuits
        • Lunch – Chicken meat with red lentils and vegetables
        • Afternoon snack – Bottle of milk
        • Dinner – Instant fruit porridge
      • 6th day

        • Breakfast – Bottle of milk
        • Morning snack – Fruit with oats and milk
        • Lunch – Potato soup
        • Afternoon snack – Yogurt with biscuits
        • Dinner – Instant porridge with pieces of fruit
      • 7th day

        • Breakfast – Bottle of milk
        • Morning snack – Piece of bread with curd spread
        • Lunch – Fish with carrots
        • Afternoon snack – Bottle of milk with biscuits
        • Dinner – Instant fruit porridge

      And bottles of tea during the day is must! 😉 He loves it. Soon, I will bring more recipes so you can get inspired while cooking for your little one.

      Have a great day!

      Your Vero & Canito ❤️

       

       

      Posted in ALL, LITTLE CANITO | Tagged #babycooking, #parenting, baby, motherhood
    • 9 months old and time to go back… Sadly

      Posted at 3:13 pm by Canito's fusion
      Aug 4th

      When we came back from hospital with our little Canito, I looked around and knew that everything has changed and that not a single thing will be the same. I stayed months with him at home, just him and me. When did he rest, I did as well… closing eyes seemed to be just like a minute. Suddenly cry, I sit for a minute with thoughts that Canito woke up and then immediately my internal voice said “he needs you, go”. Some of those days seemed infinite and the eternal repetition of situations where “someone needed me” has exhausted me. And I thought that something negative will appear in the end? But then suddenly, as lightning, I realised he needed ME. Not anyone in the world. He needs his mummy.

      As soon as I came to the dizzying fact that maternity means I will never have time to do everything what I need to do, that I was able to find my place before and get some peace in the endless pursuit which filled an important part of my life. So earlier I realized that “mum” is my duty, my privilege and my honor. And I am ready to be where I am needed, at any time of the day or night.

      “Mum” means that at five o’clock I barely fed a little boy and put him in a crib again, and exactly at that moment, being exhausted I could not fell asleep. “Mum” means to live from the tea and what little Canito does not want to eat anymore. “Mum” means that I cannot normally talk to my husband as work is work and after work there is other work waiting for me at home. “Mum” means that baby’s needs are over mine, automatically, without thinking. “Mum” means that my whole body is hurting and my heart is overflowing with love.

      I know with certainty that a day will come when no one will need me. My little one will run on all sides and be absorbed in his own life. And I will sit somewhere in the house for the seniors and watch my body fade. Then no one will need me. Maybe I will even be a nuisance.

      Of course he will visit me, but my hands will no longer be his asylum. And my kisses will no longer have healing power for him. And there will be no little trousers from which the cracker will have to be wiped out. And I will not tangle the safety belts in the high chair while eating. And I will sing a song to be calm or before bedtime but myself, probably even seven times in a row. And I will no longer be grateful even for the smallest moments of rest. And there will be no suitcases that will be ready for travelling and taking the flight to Czech Republic or Mexico. And I’m sure my heart will be lamenting and longing to at least once again hear that cry saying “Mummy, I need you!”.

      Now the quiet silent feedings at five in the morning are beautiful. We sit with a little boy in our bed. We listen how the wind is blowing and how the birds start to wake up. Only I and my little one are in dark and all neighborhood is silent. We just see the pale moon coming up and shadows dancing over the walls of the room. Just two of us and my sleeping husband.

      Then we sit for a while under the blanket, he is blabbing before I put him to his crib again and he has just started his day. It’s five in the morning, I am sleepy and tired, but it does not matter because he needs me. Just me. And probably most of all, I need him more. Because he is making me a mum. The time will come and I will sleep hard all night again. The time will come when I will be on a wheelchair, I will not hold anyone in my arms and dream about the quiet and dark nights in the bedroom. About the time he needed me and we were just two of us in the whole entire world.

      Do I really enjoy the fact that someone needs me? Sometimes I’m exhausted and I do not enjoy it every single minute. But mainly now, when I am back to work, I do. I know it’s a duty as well. And I have to admit that it is the hardest job I have ever done. I am a technical manager working in building industry and before I was testing concrete and building materials in the lab. Not easy position in mainly men’s world. During one week, I used 4 tons of material to prepare concrete cubes for international company and things went wrong. But that was nothing compared to what is happening at home the whole week 🙂

      Three o’clock in the morning I hear the movements and noises from the crib. I lie quietly, barely breathing. Maybe he will fall asleep again. But sound is stronger and suddenly, he is on his belly and two big brown eyes are looking at me through his bed and he is smiling. And I know, he loves me. Then he lies down again and falls asleep. Probably just to check if I am around, maybe he just had a bad dream. His eyes and smile, however, remained in the fresh night air. If I could touch this smile and grasp it, I would take it and hold it to my heart. That silent and beautiful smile showed the most beautiful words in the world. I love you. And I smile and exhale quietly. I am afraid this memory will go away. I am falling asleep again and my son’s smile and his eyes settle in my heart.

      Once this little boy will be an adult man. And he will not look at me and smile to me anymore at such an impossible hour. I will only hear the cars and my snoring husband. I will be able to sleep peacefully all night and I will not be worried about crying baby. I will only have it stored in my memory. I will only remember those years when he needed me and it was so exhausting, but unfortunately so short.

      Do not dream about how “once it will all be easier”. Because the truth is this: Yes, maybe it will be easier, but nothing better than today will be ever again. Today, when I am overwhelmed and dazzled from work and by my little boy. Today, I enjoy being hugged by little hands. Today is simply perfect. “Once,” I will have a perfect pedicure, and I will be able to have a shower for hours. “Once” I will return myself back. But today is the time when I give myself to him, I am tired from work and wish I could stayed longer at home with him, all overwhelmed, he loves me so much. Someone needs me. I wish it could be me at home, instead of our aupair and enjoy every single step what does he do…

      With all my love to my son and all mummies who feel at this moment overwhelmed.

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      Vero & Canito

      Posted in ALL, LITTLE CANITO | Tagged #everydayinspiration, #inspiration, #life, #parenting, motherhood
    • Where does the time go? 9 months old!

      Posted at 6:24 pm by Canito's fusion
      Jul 24th

      Almost the last day of holiday with grandparents in Czech Republic and going back home. And little Canito is 9 months old! Every month I say the same thing and this time it is not going to be different – I cannot believe it, time simply flies. However, this month has been different for me, for us. Our little monkey has started to do lot of new things, move much more and I have to get ready to work. Sadly. I am struggling a lot with this idea, with this fact. We are flying tomorrow back home and this is in my head as a big ghost. I am trying to take it from positive side, but… There is huge but for me. I have became mum and it is my “lovely job” now. I have done my career, I have reached a lot already and now I have the most important “job”. I am sure that almost every new mum has to struggle with that and I am wondering how did they do it?! How did they leave such a small baby?! 🙂 I am not going to pretend to be all “cool” about it. I am truly not and I am really sad. I have just seen him starting to crawl backwards, we have to do excercises as he needs to improve some movements as a premature baby, he is trying to repeat first words and he is “talking” more and more… During our holiday surprise has appeared! 🙂 Two teeth are smiling to us! Two little ones has made him so grumpy 😀 Little Canito has started as well eat more! Different textures and new tastes will appear in blog soon 🙂

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      This month we have improved sleeping. We are still waking up around 5 AM, however after his first bottle of the day, he falls asleep again. And our naps during the day? I have to say it is improved – a lot! I am so proud of him, it has taken us a while. But we have nice regime of naps – one (sometimes two) in the morning and then after lunch, more or less around an hour. Sometimes even longer. We are now moving as well a bit bed time, however it seems it will take a while as little Canito still needs to sleep a lot.

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      And now, suddenly, my time to go back to work. Our aupair is arriving this week from Mexico, so hopefully everything will go well… I am full emotions! Guilt, fear, and feeling overwhelmed… But happy that our little one is healthy and happy baby! So I can call myself coctail of emotions right now 🙂

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      Good night to everyone!

      Vero & big boy Canito

      Posted in ALL, LITTLE CANITO | Tagged #fear, #inspiration, #love, #parenting, baby, motherhood
    • New tastes and textures for little Columbus {8 months}

      Posted at 7:30 pm by Canito's fusion
      Jun 30th

      Little Columbus is growing and growing really fast. We have started with meat, and Canito simply loves it. How does our food and simple recipe look?

      Green peas soup with cracker

      1 cup of green peas (fresh or frozen), 1 cracker (depends on size) and 250 ml of water suitable for infants.

      Cook green peas until soft and blend it until smooth. If too liquid, you can add rice powder Cerelac and adjust the consistency. Cracker can be sprinkled on top.

      P.S.: I have to say, that little Canito is really not fan of green peas 😀 Maybe a bit later. However, crackers he loves (corn puffs). I buy him from Organix range.

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      Vegetable soup #1

      4 pieces of 3 cm big carrots and celery, 1 potato, 250 ml of mineral water suitable for infants and 1 small spoon of olive or sunflower oil.

      Well washed vegetables are cut into small pieces, put into the pot with water. Let it boil until soft (if more water is needed, keep adding). Afterwards, everything is blended together with oil. We can serve it 🙂

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      Carrot soup

      Clean and grate 1 carrot and boil in 250 ml of water suitable for infants. In the next pot we boil 1 spoon of rice and mix it with soft carrot and its broth. Add 5 drops of olive oil and we can serve.

      Chicken breast with carrot and potato

      100 g of peeled potatoes, 50 g of carrot (additionally courgette, pumpkin, broccoli), 50 g of cut chicken breast, 100 ml of water suitable for infants, 1 spoon of olive oil.

      Cook cut vegetables and chicken breast until soft, blend everything together and we can add the oil.

      Vegetable risotto

      3 spoons of rice, 250 ml of water suitable for infants, 3 cm big pieces of carrot, broccoli,
      1 spoon of olive oil. 

      Cook the rice until soft and steam the vegetables. Smash vegetables, add rice and olive oil and mix together. You can serve 🙂

      Chicken soup with rice

      Small piece of chicken breast is cooked until soft and tender together with vegetables (whichever your little one likes – we like broccoli, carrots, cauliflower). Cut the cooked chicken breast into the soup, smash the vegetables with fork and add 1 spoon of cooked rice. We can as well add already small pieces of fresh parsley. Instead of rice we can add yolk and boil it properly.

      Vegetable soup #2

      Pieces of carrot, celery and leek, 1 potato, Nestle Cerelac rice, 250 ml of water suitable for infants, 1 spoon of olive oil. 

      Grate vegetables and cut leek into small pieces. Add water, spoon of olive oil and cook until soft. Smash everything with fork and add spoon of Cerelac.

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      Pasta with turkey meat

      100 g of pasta, 40 g of turkey breast, 1 spoon of lactose free cheese. 

      Cook the pasta and cut them into small pieces, mix with small pieces of cooked turkey breast. On the plate, we can add a bit of grated lactose free cheese.

      Potato mash with chicken breast

      50 g of chicken or turkey breast, 50 ml of broth, 1 yolk, 100 g of potato (pasta, rice).

      Cook the meat, add broth and mix 1 yolk. Afterwards mix and boil it properly. Boil potato until soft and blend everything together.

      Enjoy, Vero & Canito ❤️

       

       

      Posted in ALL, LITTLE CANITO | Tagged #babycooking, #postaday, #solidfood, baby, cooking, motherhood
    • 8 months of infinite love

      Posted at 6:50 pm by Canito's fusion
      Jun 29th

      Eight months. I cannot believe that little Canito is already eight months old. When I was younger, my parents always told me that time is going incredibly fast. I was always thinking: “Come on, I want to be 15, I want to be 18 and know how to drive a car, I want to go to university…”  and thousands of many other things which seemed to be incredibly far away. Time did not fly! But now… I wish I could slowed it down. Just a bit. I am enjoying every single second, minute, hour, day with my little one. I am so in love! Of course, we have difficult days, but even those ones are unforgettable and deeply written in my memory.

      When Canito was born I have started to make and write for him a memory book with added Polaroid pictures. Sharing with him all memories, his first steps in his life. I know, technology is all around, everything is digital and do not know what else it could be… But what if everything suddenly collapsed like in sci-fi? 😛 Then I will not be sad… I will have few nice Polaroid moments and deep memories written in my heart. This is my infinite love to my son… ❤️

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      He has just started to explore world on his knees. Well, not crawling yet, just bouncing, however trying to reach world with rolling over, having different perspectives of world while sitting and repeating all our interesting noises and likes to shout so much that headache at the end of the day is must ☺️ But I would have never changed it for anything… And soon, I have to go back to work. I am still not fine with that idea. Before that happens, we are going to have holiday with grandparents in Czech Republic, so let’s take step by step…

      Vero & Canito

       

      Posted in ALL, LITTLE CANITO | Tagged #everydayispiration, #love, baby, motherhood
    • When low in resources…

      Posted at 7:50 pm by Canito's fusion
      Jun 6th

      Last few weeks, I was really sick. At the beginning it was just cold, I had sore throat mainly and feeling tired a bit. It was not actually that bad. I prepared myself lot of tea, ginger tea and ginger syrup, when having headache or fever then I took paracetamol. So really nothing that bad and little Canito did not get sick and it was for me the most important. However, after two weeks, no improvement. Other way round!!! I am not sick often and if so, just for few days, ginger helps and happy days again. But suddenly, I had more than one cold sore in my lips, eye infection, I felt awfully tired and my whole body was in pain. But… the same as you are pregnant – not that many medical options for breastfeeding mums when you get sick. My immune system went down completely and doctor at GP told me to keep having lots of tea, rest as much as possible and for my eyes – rinse them with my milk. Surprise for me, but it really helped! All my antibodies were there of course. However, I still did not feel well. The last drop for my already stressed mind and body – I lost milk for my little one! I could not believe it and I felt so bad.

      I desperately wanted to get the milk back and breastfed my baby, I did not want to give up and give him only bottle. That day, we decided to go to Chinese doctor. It was Saturday, I remember. I got a tea – absolutely horrendous taste :-), but I would do everything for little Canito.

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      I prepared it every day, drunk it twice and it helped. Finally, I felt better and milk supply is back as well. Not that much as before, but still enough to feel happy and not being stressed anymore 🙂

      Vero & Canito

       

      Posted in ALL, LITTLE CANITO | Tagged #breasfeeding, #chinesemedicine, #illness, #nursing, motherhood
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